Amazing Friends

I've been feeling pretty low this afternoon and evening. Kind of feeling angry at my body for putting me in this place. I know it's kind of a selfish attitude, but I guess I'm entitled. I've been very positive since last wednesday and now the anxiety is growing again so I'm allowing the dark clouds to take over a bit.

Just when I needed it, some wonderful co-workers...no they're more than co-workers...some amazing friends stopped by to show off their newly shaved heads. I've seen Brad's head shaved before, but Jimmy had A LOT of hair! Another co-worker/friend, Pete called while they were here, he is also going bald to support me.

We leave early tomorrow morning for manhattan. I have the fourth MRI in the past week and a half. The thought of having to get back in that machine again is making me sick. Xanax will get me through! After that, we'll head back and make a stop at my favorite hair stylist for the big shave. We will also stop and receive a blessing from Father Chris at ST. Margaret's. I'll spend the rest of the time with my beautiful children.

I'm not sure when I'll get to blog again, but as soon as I can, I will. Love to all that have called/texted/e-mailed/facebooked(is that a word?) You have no idea how amazing it's been reading all of your words of support. I know it's hard to know what to say, but just saying hi has been great.